We Will All Laugh At Gilded Butterflies

So, we meet again.

For once in my life...I don't feel horrible. For once, I am not the one to blame. I did the right thing, I did the noble thing. No matter how difficult it seemed, I knew it had to happen. I knew that waiting would only make it worse. I'm sorry. If this is going to benefit you in any way then please, by all means, milk it for all its worth. I am OKAY with whatever it is you need to do to despise me...i can pretend like I deserve it. for you.


So you tried to put a fire out
But you used gasoline
And when the congregation gathered round
Your screaming "it wasn't me"
So there's a sickness that is going round
But no one's got a vaccine
I think it drowned in holy water
I think its time we all come clean

I swear it's like dying
To catch a ghost
It feels like I'm trying
To hold smoke

When the army had to hold the line
Well you were nowhere near the front
Before the kids told their dog "get back"
Well you were loading up your gun
I wanna I've left the great divide
I wanna know what I've become
You think that no one else is lonesome
You think that your the only one

It feels like I'm jumping towards a train

Well I'm trying to find a way.