1.11.2009

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Fuck everything. Seriously. I wish I could move to Hawaii and forget about everything.

1.04.2009

the biggest lie.

Blame it on the boy situation, and ill blame college. You can blame me, and I can blame us both. I can blame the alcohol and partying and all of that bullshit, and you can blame whatever comes to mind. I know you can read this, I just dont know when you will. Im sorry we've drifted so far apart, and im sorry you cant consider me a best friend anymore. I guess its just part of life...people change and move on. I understand that. After last night on the phone and today reading some things ive come to realize youve already found someone to better fit those best friend needs. And thats okay.


Just dont make snide little remarks. I catch those. Dont be sarcastic, it just gets me annoyed. Tell me how it is to my face, instead of making little comments here and there in bulletins or statuses.




Im not stupid. Dont treat me like I am.

If you werent okay with it, you couldve just told me that.

If you had concerns, you couldve mentioned them.




When you have opinions about it, keep it to yourself. They usually come out pretty hurtful whether you realize it or not.






wish i could just talk to you about all of this instead of writing it all down in this pathetic little blogging box. But thats whats it come down to






and that's the most disappointing part.