12.07.2008

For all the rice in China...

How do I even begin?


I will not go into details about last night. I will not harp on the things that happened last night. I cannot even wrap my mind around what happened last night.


No...please dont, no, i cant...no, i have to leave...see ya....


I feel so. Violated. So taken for granted I just want to sit in a corner and cry. You think you know someone, you think theyre your good friend and they turn around and show you a whole different side.


I felt like running. I walked, calmly, out into the hallway...i broke down. I cant...i cant understand how someone that seems so nice and....ugh. I dont understand.




he was drunk, he was high, but what the fuck was he thinking?




I was strong in this situation. I kept my composure and talked my way out the door.




never again.

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