Today i found myself almost in tears. Tears of sadness, tears of frustration. Have you ever had one of those days where nothing, and i mean nothing, in your closet fits you right? Youre either uncomfortable or it looks funny for one reason or another...yeah, i have had about six in a row. Right now youre probably thinking "wow, this girl is really vain" and youre absolutely right, i am vain. I am as vain as any other girl who looks in the mirror in the morning before leaving the house. I guarantee you i am not the only one who takes time to do my makeup or dry my hair...we are all equally guilty of this obsession over our personal appearance, and any woman who tries to deny this little act of human nature just doesnt want to admit to it. It kills me to be this way, it makes me so angry that i care so much. I know im not overweight, i know im not fugly, so why am i making such a big deal out of it? Good question...when i feel like i dont look presentable, i am not the same person. My self-confidence drops tenfold, im uncomfortable, irritated, and grumpy. I dont mean to act this way, i just feel shitty because i feel like i look shitty...its just how it works with me. But then this takes me to the question....WHY do i feel this way? Why do i feel like i have to look flawless to be attractive?
Its a question i have yet to find the answer to.
goodnight.
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